~moonlight~ moonlight, yeah im in the moonlight bright candlewax drips right into my eye in the moonlight, creepin in the moonlight everdays the same gettin gone until im high under moonlight, yeah im in the moonlight dark cold rain shiverin frostbite in the moonlight, creepin in the moonlight playin mother 3 do i wanna fuckin dieeee? moonlight, hidin in the moonlight got a death sentence paranoid im not worthy of repentance stab me in the brain don't leave a fuckin witness yeah i've always had this sickness im so tired of dependance i don't deserve a second chance yeah you got me in your trance always wanna fall victim im so tired of this system bitch im livin what i write every day and every night i aint never been alright moonlight, yeah im in the moonlight bright candlewax drips right into my eye in the moonlight, creepin in the moonlight everdays the same gettin gone until im high under moonlight, yeah im in the moonlight dark cold rain shiverin frostbite in the moonlight, creepin in the moonlight playin mother 3 do i wanna fuckin dieeee? -------------------------------------------------- ~glue~ i know im a piece of shit at least that much i can admit everyones a fuckin threat i grew up on the internet i dont know if its pain or delusions in my brain but i do not feel the same as when we first met cursed by the flame only im the one to blame all i need is the abyss cant keep livin life like this but im in the murky waters waist deep, im finna drown baby im a stupid rotter and there's something bout ur frown im stuck up in this glue im stuck up in this glue im stuck up in this glue im stuck up in this glue im stuck up in this glue im stuck up in this- this cycle never ends homicidal, no amends i aint never show my face hidden entrance, bookcase and it hurts to fuckin eat everything is bittersweet all my promises they rust after lust there comes disgust is it destined to repeat? this that shit i might delete cold unconscious in the street with no fuckin heartbeat im an angel without wings im a demon wearin rings im a sail without its mast just a wound without its cast -orchid -------------------------------------------------- ~bleak~ im addicted to your presence send em right on 2 tha essence im disturbing and annoying all this shit im just destroying now im out of adolescence buried in the luminescence write some shit i cannot sing tried to fly; i broke my wing know the future will be rough handcuff me and film a snuff i just want the wind to blow and for it to fuckin snow i aint never been alright so much shit im scared to write drive a mile with my knife just might take my fuckin life for everything that gets better 2 things just get worse all for naught, left to rot, but im stuck up in this curse we converse, tie the knot, still breathin in the hearse 20 watt, i reverse, through the wind i must traverse been a week, shits bleak, i want this shit to end by the creek, the night i seek, soon i will descend feelin weak, i depend, and i apprehend its a trend i dont defend, but i still attend for everything that gets better 2 things just get worse all for naught, left to rot, but im stuck up in this curse we converse, tie the knot, still breathin in the hearse 20 watt, i reverse, through the wind i must traverse been a week, shits bleak, i want this shit to end by the creek, the night i seek, soon i will descend feelin weak, i depend, and i apprehend its a trend i dont defend, but i still attend -------------------------------------------------- ~i know you're out there (interlude)~ i know you're out there... you're lanterns on lakes i know you're out there... you're soccer balls on knees i know you're out there... i know you're out there... i know you're out there... i know you're out there... i know you're out there... you're lanterns on lakes i know you're out there... you're soccer balls on knees i know you're out there... you're vultures in trees i know you're out there... in mountainous peaks i know you're out there... -------------------------------------------------- ~nightmares~ im needy and im useless to be honest im a nuisance every breath i breathe dependant yharnamite sword hunter pendant enigmatic reminiscence no touching like its eversince 1080p 2k bitrate dopamine increasing heart rate concreception i must repress lock the safe i must not confess burn the key i must not repent mental anguish from this torment light the sconce ritual commence fleeting feelings just a pretense feel our bond is just a stalemate missing person cannot locate dysphoric nightmares cloud my vision every time you're not around dreams and fantasies i cant appease whenever im spellbound every time we speak it cannot leak cant even make a sound im falling off this cliff i hit the spliff relapsing and breakdown nightmares cloud my vision every time you're not around dreams and fantasies i cant appease whenever im spellbound every time we speak it cannot leak cant even make a sound im falling off this cliff i hit the spliff relapsing and breakdown -------------------------------------------------- ~drown~ dead by dawn i lie awake at night just your pawn dead in the daylight i cant cleanse this sensation are we friends or a fixation? let me drown in the black sea let me drown, do you think of me? let me drown, at night i cannot sleep let me drown, im sowing what you reap i been wilt up like a flower left me in my darkest hour all i fuckin feel is neglect i lost interest like an insect and i hope your flames dont grow i been buried in the snow relapsing inbound and fold i just wanna be cold is it love or just a fetish? any word could be my last wish is it because i am not cis? bliss is something that i dont miss let me drown in my blood raining on me i cant breathe i just want the world to flood bury me down underneath dead by dawn i lie awake at night just your pawn dead in the daylight i cant cleanse this sensation are we friends or a fixation? let me drown in the black sea let me drown, do you think of me? let me drown, at night i cannot sleep let me drown, im sowing what you reap -------------------------------------------------- ~goodbye~ 2am i don't hear a fuckin sound cept the branches creakin and snappin on the ground there's a streetlight in sight as the end draws nigh bright white headlights as i say goodbye pestilence in my veins i don't know if ima make it to see another day there's a full moon in the sky and i think its time to die bright white headlights as i say goodbye i aint never been alright and the only time youll see me is creepin thru the night there's a body bag thatll drag on down and drown submerged in the river is my body that they found f-freezin cold heart and some thraxx stained lungs as i stare into the stars doves cry dark sky i aint never been alright l-look me in my eyes say goodbye cus i think its time to die 2am i don't hear a fuckin sound cept the branches creakin and snappin on the ground there's a streetlight in sight as the end draws nigh bright white headlights as i say goodbye pestilence in my veins i don't know if ima make it to see another day there's a full moon in the sky and i think its time to die bright white headlights as i say goodbye 2am i don't hear a fuckin sound cept the branches creakin and snappin on the ground there's a streetlight in sight as the end draws nigh bright white headlights as i say goodbye pestilence in my veins i don't know if ima make it to see another day there's a full moon in the sky and i think its time to die bright white headlights as i say goodbye